Thursday, June 18, 2009

Three Weeks Ago

Three weeks ago today, the love of my life was gone. Three weeks ago, at 5:06am, a piece of me died. Three weeks ago, my life was turned upside down.

Three weeks ago at this time, I was watching the funeral home wheel Jason's body out of the house...covered in a green blanket. Three weeks ago at this time, I was watching the body of the man I shared my life with for the last two years...leave the house for the last time. Three weeks ago at this time, I realized I would never see that beautiful body again...or hear the beautiful voice that emitted from it.

Three weeks ago, I was telling friends, loved ones, and people I'd never met that Jason had died. Three weeks ago, I was doing something I had only dreamed of in my worst nightmare. Three weeks ago, I was in shock. Three weeks later...I still am.

It's been three weeks...and I still have trouble realizing it was real.

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